I am MOVING

Life is about moving moving and moving wasn't it?
Yea.. I am not kind of that wanted to just stay @ 1 place..ever n ever..
I want to move! I am looking forward NEW! Always!

Time is flying..I have been working nearly 11months @ Malacca..a sweet place thou. Life here wasn't as relax as i have thought. But of course it is meaningful. full of work. =) Stress has now became my friend. It comes and goes. I am learning together with it. Growing with it as well. Well, stress doesn't seems to be just only negative. It depends how we look about it. I know i can't hate it. I can only play with it so that i live better. =) really??
That is how i live my life now. Especially this stressful working life. It is so unfortunately that we need to live with unfairness. I really hate that.
'Life is unfair' what kind of statement is that??Idiot!!

MOving.
God has opened another window for me. Asking me do i want to jump out. Yea!I am ready to jump out. Challenge is there to keep me moving. It comes to time that i couldn't stand @ the same place anymore. I know. & God knows. That is why comes a new light from a newly opened window.

My point of Life

Life is unpredictable. Who knows this might be the last time?

Time can't reverse..sometimes, when we have missed something..there is no single chance to get back the original passion. Then we will start thinking, why i did not go ahead and grab that at that moment? I should tell the truth..the true feelings..

Time don't wait for us..We live for whom?who is our first priority? The most common answers: family. Fair enough, family is the root of our life. Everyone of us just can't or would not want to live without family. Family is always the source of loves..

I like a motto from Amway, "Life is Good, Live it!" There are many times when I want to make decision, there is a voice telling me, "You will want to do what you wish to and what u like or what makes you happy. Trust God." I am simple, i want what i love. I don't know about future, but at this moment i like this and i just want to stick with it. To overcome any objections is a challenge. My life is still on my hand at this moment, i need to grab it tightly and tenderly. Regrets make me feel sucks!

Michael Jackson- The star of stars. He leaves, without any clues given to us or him may be. His proudest world tour concert, which is waiting to mark a rainbow in history..gone with him.. We can't do anything, we understand this is life, and Michael's dream has always being his dream and the fans' dreams..anyway, his voice and charms on the stage live forever..in every single corner of this world.

Pray for a better day tomorrow.

My mind

Yes! Finally i edited my blog template..i just love it!

Wow! Another end of the month. Been working quite hard this month..and what the $#%^$% i got only 1 post!!! ^^""" sigh! Oh ya! Annie's birthday coming...what to do?hmm.. we suppose to go on leave together, but! working is always unfair and we just can't get what we actually requested or desired to. Hate it! So, celebration can only be placed here..Malacca..

I miss home..T_T I don't like these peoples..who never know how I feel when I actually have not been back home for nearly 1 month..My mind is crying because of homesick.. This is time where I realize how much i care bout my family..and how important it is to me..

@ this moment, my mind is struggling, what if i made another mistake?Should i go ahead by following my feelings..or should i consider the circumstances? It is just so hard to decide..I am just..love that cares.. I know there wont be any supports but objections..I guess.. But at least, I am happy..isn't me?

Sometimes, I just wanna be who i am..from the bottom of my heart..I wanted my heart to be heard all the time..

My dear God, I pray..to hear from you..to have your supports all the way..to have your holds..to be spirited..

Grab me, to go through all, I prayed,my dear Lord..

Sarah

Tsunami

Tsunami is very scary..
The earth quake @ Sumatara Island had effected Melaka unexpectedly. OMG! The hotel is shaking! I am the Lobby that time couldn't feel but when I heard Annie telling how was the 'shake' and almost crying I know how horrible is that..Sorry for not being there..

After the shake then we saw the breaking news of earth quake at India Sea..and been rectified was Tsunami..alerts were also sent out to Countries nearby including M'sia & S'pore but were pulled back after 1hour..hah! There we felt released! Oh God..May You bless everyone of us...

At that night also, we went for movie 'Tsunami'..ooosh~!i can;t imagine how terrible is that..the movie is so real..i was crying and shouting with the 'victims'..it was touching..at the same time it really scared me..Within 10minutes it destroy everything!

Tsunami..what a scary one..please..back off..

sarah

A Day Trip

Date: 270909

Just as we have planned, we went to Bukit Tinggi a day trip. No map nothing just few pieces of memory passing by that place and i am driving to the destination. Wow!adventurous enough! haha! After turning don't know how many 'TURNS' finally we saw Rabbit Farm 1st..RM3 entry fee. And we get to really close with the rabbits..

<----- 1st spot!

Julia with the rabbit& dustbin-->

annie & chua with the rabbit
We had fun @ rabbit farm!

After having fun with the rabbits, we then went to the Japanese Tea House..etc...

The Japanese House

Next, comes the Botanical Garden..Wow! Full of all kind of flowers and We really love that! With the camera, the beauties of flowers have all been captured..**to be find out @ my 'Flower Collection' album in Facebook.

The Flowers make me feel that the world is still colorful when you actually feel that you are in darkness. So, all we need to do is just heading for the colorful.

After a long walk at Botanical Garden..Then we heading to the French Theme Resort.. It is really impressive place..feel great when we are there! The fresh air..the colors..the nature..I just wish to live there..

Really had fun @ Bukit Tinggi.. A sweet place. Would looking forward for the 2nd trip...yea! More pictures shall be seen @ my facebook..

So then we heading to Genting after that (and I lost my way^^'''; taken a wrong turn haha!) But, we finally reach Gohtong Jaya, Genting after i think around 45mins.. Then we have dinner there @ our favorite shop! 66!wow! Mr Richard had became the one who paid at the end. haha! thx pa!=P
'Around the table': Chris, Halim, Aniesu, Julia, Chua, Annie, Mr Richard & me~

We really had fun..after being stressed @ work place. We tend to relax finally..Thank God.. It is really a cool & cooling one.haha!

Sarah.

Miss You

Depart Date: 29-09-09

I am telling myself nothing to be sad bout the departs. It is more than curious why am I feeling bad and kind of too caring towards that.
It has entered to my heart without any prior notice..it was bad. I am not sure is it true and faithful..I am trying to find out..time is the best to prove..i think so..

A hug does mean..peoples hug for more than words expressions..hugging bring two hearts closer wasn't it? it is to say in physically and mentally..seen and unseen..tangible and intangible..hugs is part of love,it is undeniable. And at that moment, i really wish that i can give you a hug and you to keep it for the coming two years..

Miss u......
sarah

Old Town Kopitiam

Had dinner at the newly opened kopitiam @ Malim, Melaka. Well, the food was ok. & i still love the coffee..Never get bored of that.

Just after the 'Raya'rush..I mean this raya holiday is really freaking out busy as expected.And i have no idea why is the government being such generous for giving 1week official school holiday for this Raya season. ^.^''' Anyway, am taking break after these busy days. Recharge my energy.

Wow! I have met Enning that day. Although it is only short while and we didn't have any activity but only had lunch @ the A&W; I had great time! She is still that loving and she is really a friend plus sister for me. Gonna miss her lotz~~!!!

People go and people come. This is what i feel in working life. We need to get used of seeing people leaves and welcome the new people. Especially working in hotel line, can hardly see lasting staff. And i think that is why the company LOVE to use 'contract'. End of the month, Zila is leaving after working for the company nearly 3years..She's bored with it.Sad.

Why are there so many friends of mine is leaving??hais! Enning & HT are leaving back to UK continue their studies end of the month and my colleague is leaving this 30th as well. Arsh!
Wishing them all e best..and pray for all goodies for them.. ‘加油’!!!

sarah_hsin

ResTarTed

Wow!! I wanna blog!

it's been a long time that i didn't blog;what a lazy girl!

Anyway..m doing so back..

I am working now..work & work & work only..no time to do more..

Well, working in Everly seems ok but...felt depressed sometimes..

Front Office doesn't seems to be a place where i can grow & climb up..

It's just tooooooo 'NOT CHALLENGING'..

I love to work all kinds..interesting & challenging one especially..

hahaha!well!that's hweehsin what!just don;t like to work like normal and nothing special.i love to think and create!

NOW,I am doing what a receptionist doing only..gosh!!!that feeling is killing me!!I want to be more useful than that!!!

Anyway, i need to be patient i guess..God may reserved something for me..just that it is not the time yet..

Alright!whatever!

OOps!the blog seems to be abit too long!just want to shout that-----

I AM BACK TO SINGLE AND AVAILABLE STATUS!!!! uhuu!

bACK hOME

I'm back..to seremban..a lovely hometown, wasn't it?

Taken 1week leave from work due to 'homesick'..

That is a night, before my semester 6 final exam. My dad called up.
First question strick to me was ' why are you not going back home??'
I was like 'eerrr...........'
I gave excuses like working and prepare for exam.
My dad then start to tell me what had happened that made him frustrated and wanted me to back home and put my eyes on what's going on and also put more concern on my only sister who really used to be lonely at home.
I listen, listen and listen. i cried, cried and cried. My parents was just having crush actually. *would not be good to share more details here.
My dad get mad and really heart broken as he said. I was so worry.
How am i going to sit for my exam der???

Anyway, i have called up home to make sure everything ok at home then set a time to go back home. These will make me feel better and less worried. Then i have met up my mum for few hours as she 'visited' genting with her friends the other day.

Well, now i have finished my exam where i think i have did my best. Then i have talked to my dad to make sure he's ok and stil loves all of us and the home. and now I am home. The feeling of coming back home is more than what i used to be. seriously. I love my family so much.

hweehsin with a sweet heart.

what is trust?

Someone..who really stay hard in my heart..a person who i think is trustable all the time..but is she?i don't know..i start to think over again and again when she can just being so heartless to me these times..



It happened to me not only this time, but several times. Hiding something from me or even lie to me..is this what called friend?hmm.. sounds sarcastic..felt bad..



I am looking some kind of different life from what i having now..may be it is a good idea to be alone and independent..

Actually i think i am..but it is just that i was putting too much trust on the wrong person..may be..



Now, my mind is complicated..and kinda weak.. got no idea what should i do..anyway, my life is still going on i can't just stop at this point. This is a test to me.i must overcome it. I knew that there must be something better waiting for me after this. God did this to me i know.



So, i will be concentrating on my study and my work. no excuse!