vOice of heaRt

Someone..who really stay hard in my heart..a person who i think is trustable all the time..but is she?i don't know..i start to think over again and again when she can just being so heartless to me these times..



It happened to me not only this time, but several times. Hiding something from me or even lie to me..is this what called friend?hmm.. sounds sarcastic..felt bad..



I am looking some kind of different life from what i having now..may be it is a good idea to be alone and independent..

Actually i think i am..but it is just that i was putting too much trust on the wrong person..may be..



Now, my mind is complicated..and kinda weak.. got no idea what should i do..anyway, my life is still going on i can't just stop at this point. This is a test to me.i must overcome it. I knew that there must be something better waiting for me after this. God did this to me i know.



So, i will be concentrating on my study and my work. no excuse!